you're amazing

2005-10-02T15:02:00.000+08:00

1 month.. 1 stupid month of exams
my results is atrocious...
dun wanna talk about it =/

been busy with loads of stuff. been slacking too.
Im lazy. I admit it.
Havent been able to meet my target.
I starting to have 2nd thoughts of going to Jc.
You see, i really hate studying now. 10 long years.
Its not like i cant study or anything. I just prefer hands on.
Sometimes ppl really dun understand.
"Jc is much better" stuffs are going ard my ears.

However there is this one thing, my dad.
"Go Poly, if you want to."
It's much better then wasting my time slacking during Jc life.
I dunno, Im facing a dilemma now.
Watever...

Ohya been learning the drums from JunXian =D
haha although i only know the basic 4/8 beat drums
its basically enough for any songs there is.

H . H . H . H
X . X . S . X
B . X . X . X

There take a look...
hit the hi-hat at H
and the snare drum at S
and Base at B
whereas X means blank.
Jammings quite fun as well =D
Pooling too, Havent pooled for 2 weeks
haha Ya 2 weeks. Long time =/
Im mad.

no fair!

2005-09-01T19:05:00.000+08:00

MS SIM!
ahhh
noo fair!!
why u tagg all their blog nv tagg mine!
no fair no fair!
haha

geez. tml's english prelim. kinda worried bout my composition.
havent been writing thing for along long time.
proposal letter... blehz!
How do ya even distinguish the stimulus
between concerns, needs and wishes!
argh!

MsSim, thanks for that big hug ya.
will do my best...

went town today... did somestuffs and shopped ard with usual peeps.
oh ya... where do find stuffs with "shuddap" on it... hehehe^^
its for someone.
anyway

lets go!
chiong for prelims and olvls!

gosh

2005-08-30T23:11:00.000+08:00

emaths june paper 2005
wtf. so easy.
lets hope Nov paper the same

YEAH! MUGGING ROCKS

2005-08-15T14:46:00.000+08:00

downgrading in progess...

toooonne...
done!

in sch now.. decided to change to this skin for a while.
ima gonna get the rest up someday. i hope =/

blehz'

2005-08-12T14:58:00.001+08:00

oh oh oh... was i suspose to blog???

actually i wanna blog about FOP a fews days back..
but... not in the mode to do so. Anyway, its quite busy
these few days.. even with the 3 days holiday.
Whatever actually.

a week ago...
hehe FOP
At Festival of Praise,
wonderful songs praise and worship.
only went for the first day. hah

next up.
Mock exams results.
hmm overall quite ok la..
didnt do as well as i expected for english and acc
anyway =D

we lost 2?? hope not.
firstly lets talk bout SiOn.
hmm he's insecured. always wanting attention.
cant blame him la.. got sometimes is i really nv listen to him
sry ok? well actually all boils down to what your attitude is.
hm. Angeline. lets say if CHC and HoGc are going over her.
really hoped she'll stay with us. u know even thou we are small
we really want ppl who are of good seeds. ahhh why must it be CHC.
shouldnt be actually complaining... sry =/

drums...! yea! suddenly im getting so attracted to drum players
I wanna learn drums!! the snare. the hi-hat, the base and so on
Hah! keep me going for i know i will blast out one day.

LASTLY
Release of Olvl MT results.
while i wasnt involve...
i was like, oh great ppl are having their results and i am...
like none of my business.
CLB ohwell -_-''

im not cool

2005-08-02T01:03:00.000+08:00

IM NOT COOL
My God loves me anyway.
agree? yes..
no one is perfect in the world
and this song is just so right.
not matter how u are...
coolest as u can get.
lamer then anyone.
ugly as a siberian freak.
there just one thing.
God still loves u unconditionally!

I'M NO COOL BUT THAT'S OKAY
MY GOD LOVES ME ANYWAY
I'M NOT COOL BUT THAT'S ALRIGHT
I'M STILL PRECIOUS IN HIS SIGHT
I'M NOT COOL BUT I DON'T CARE
HOW I'M SUPPOSED TO DO MY HAIR
I'M NOT COOL BUT THAT'S OKAY
MY GOD LOVES ME ANYWAY

tricks up my sleeves

2005-07-28T22:24:00.000+08:00

wotch! watch! wait! woit!
-.-
nooooo? or nuuuu?
errrrrm.. or ehmmm?
ehhh.. or errrr?
haaaha or heehee?
oooo. or ohhhh.
watever or wateva ?

hmm. been so silly.
im actually wasting time.
mock test are ard the corner.
and look at me.
slaCkING.
wat a wonder wonderful student i am.
thats the thing i would say =D
urgh! needless to say..

crap post actaully. posted for the sake of posting

ciaoz! -.-

Sgs and mic - busy

2005-07-23T05:43:00.000+08:00

oh.
hi there again.
been busy. been lazy. been crazy.
ya no mistake. busy and lazy.
contradicting rite.
watever.

hmm Mic. happy birthday.
Sorry to actually show u attitude this past few week.
I'm feeling extremely bothered by some stuffs here and there.
However, I shouldnt have vent it or show it u guys.
I just feel that the last of the previous week, bond faded.
Ok ok, enough of apologising.
Mic liked our surprise? Must treat bunny well k?
I wanna see it grow fat fat.
Oi. I'm suppose meet Jo earlier, after celebrating with u.
I "jiang yi qi" de lor. =D
I waited until 6pm then meet her
.....

Celebrated mic's birthday last thursday at metal ring. wonderful time, just a lil hitch
somewhere along the way. Nevertheless, it was successful.
made some friends ba. hmm
suppose to meet SM and yang at orchard ard 3+ but didnt go.
suppose to meet Jo at 5 but didnt go.
suppose to go see ah bee and Jo's eat egg tart but he ate all the tarts.
suppose to then send Jo to mavis, but her tuition canceled.
lolx anything anyway...

hmm lets talk bout today.
rushed home after school. went to church.
went in to pray. Upper room is superb.
presences of God is so strong.
then had prayer meet. prayed even more.
and for the first time, I dared to pray OUT LOUD.
usually I mumbled to myself, in prayer meet.
However everything was so strong. I wasnt even tongue tied.
Thank you God.

Then we rushed down to NYJC.
Sgs band concert 2005.
what a whooping success. nice job.
songs were great. especially the pirates of the carribaens.
oh ya charleston, is with us there too!
oh elye. sry u cant see jo.
Actually she was able to come.
However she's got a last min tuition. Too bad...

yep this is it.. pray to God bless everyone. Amen. =D

2005-07-19T22:19:00.000+08:00

You're Amazing
Yep no doubt bout it!

Problems

2005-07-06T22:00:00.000+08:00

I never knew such problems existed in my family.
I never thought we would face financial problems.
Mother talked to me today.
I realised suddenly that money had became such an issue.
Dad didn't complain, he just kept quiet. He kept it in his heart.
Little did I know, he's facing such matters. What a failure I am.
failure failure failure

I've sorted out a few stuffs. I'm a spendthrift. I waste money.
I'm have to change. Have to pray about it. Sigh.

Ps. Jo* don't worry. Keep smiling. I like your smile.

rants.

2005-07-03T20:15:00.000+08:00

Random ranting.

Show me wat your made of.
let me know ur not soft.
Yesterday, i fall, into ur heart.
Into where i found my art.

Show me where you hide your soul.
let me know its not back home.
Today, i fell back, home alone.
into where i lay down stale.

day to forget.

2005-07-01T23:27:00.000+08:00

Excuse me, but its starting to feel irritating.

I mean, whats up with those names anyway.

hmm. nevermind shalln't talk about it.

I don't feel good todayI don't like the feeling. Why do i feel this way.

Its getting worse as time goes long.

But i don't find any reason to feel this way.

Sch and stuffs

2005-06-30T21:46:00.000+08:00

hmm took this from my other blog.

"hmm! today i decided to blog here, becuz.. nik made me view this blog.
and im lazy to go to blogger now. haha!

big changes in sch system.
homeroom -> classroom
sch decided to reverted back to the old system due to certain reasons
watever.
sch t'chers want to fully impose on the new way of teaching -.-

TLLM
Teach less learn more.
Grping us up. spliting us up into different grps.
maths class- half to bryan oei, half to mdm loh
science- 3 grps, A B C
accs... dunno wat more they'll want.

Iim getting pumped up for studies. the adrenaline is going!
or at least im feeling the stress and pressure now...
hehs doesnt matter anyway.
okie. "

nic-

Initial D. =D

2005-06-28T17:17:00.000+08:00

Initial D the Movie

Director:

Andrew Lau

Alan Mak

Starring:

Jay Chou

Shawn Yu

Edison Chen

Anthony Wong

A well planned story line for this show. Bravo!

Yep! watched today!

Jay did well in acting Takumi.

Wasn't expecting him to be that well.

Edison too, nice and suave.

Enjoyed it with elye nik mic junyi and wenxiong.

haha ate kfc and went slacking ard j8 be4 watching.

so many ppl watched it. the theatres was full!

and there were like lots of Sgs peeps in it.

Daniel, Alvina, Joanne and some other ppls were there too.

look how popular it is! haha

Initial D! Too Diaoz for words

SENTOSA ROCKS!

2005-06-23T22:08:00.000+08:00

wooaHs!!
hehe im so so enthu today!
realli happie!
so heres a treat for all avid blog readers!

Lets seee!

attended a wedding today! kinda boring..

you know those tea ceremony thingy. =/

hahas however!

SENTOSA!! HERE I COME! WeEeE!

had lotsa fun there!

nik mic wx jy sm maa jo-l was there already.

met up with them with phil and skull.

played water monkey in the sea!

then platform jumping and ball kicking lols!

all turned red lobster like wat nik said. hehe

didnt realise that i had some scratches at my back...

hmm maybe i accidentally scratch against the sand.

nvm! heck care! as long i had fun! =D

actually wanted a class gathering...

but we thought over,

there are some ppl that we wouldnt want to see them.

our class are quite united actually,

except for the few pesky pest that we dun wanna see.

dun wanna name who though.

of cuz. didnt call you doesnt mean your one of them!

hahs!

OVERALL TODAY IS A

GOOD AND FUN

DAY AT SENTOSA!!! YIIPEE!!

PARENTS SUX!

2005-06-12T22:20:00.000+08:00

I WILL NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER ever TALK TO MY FREAKING PARENTS!!!
I GIVE UP TOTALLY!
joking -.-

hehe!! 16 le

2005-05-13T22:01:00.000+08:00

woah havent really posted for a very very long time!
so many things happen within the past feww weeks!
haha firstly I congratulate myself...
*claps claps claps*
im 16 yes! u didnt read wrongly!
i m
s w e e t ,
s h i n i n g l y ,
s e r i o u s l y ,
c h o c o l a t e y ,
e x c i t i n g l y ,
w o n d e r f u l l y ,
S i x t e e n !

Mwuahaha!!
Exams Exams! Over!? YES!
hahaha yay! can slack le!
hehe
went out to with nik`, mich, elye and alvina
after maths paper! we went to j8 eat, walk, shop and
slack! S L A C K I N G
and heres some neoprint we took =D

exam exams

2005-04-24T23:29:00.000+08:00

heyy havent blog for such a long
while!
hmm seems like apirl and march is
a very long and period.
i had done so many things within this
while.. thinking back.. stuffs like
venice trip.. testes! lots of it..
red rain! easter! a period of rough patch..
and a series of events..
lost of handphone!
lost of pencil case!
lost of files!
woah lots of stuffs missing!
then its tons and tons of test and
many many things stopped..
our clique broke up.. formed new one..
started new study group..
my relationship ended for now..
might carry on after the o's =/
studies my aim now.. of cuz God still my number one!
oh oh exam's on 3th may!
bday on 4th may! woahahaha
its gonna be crazy! ooo dardar's bday is on 12th!
yuzhen's on 3th! and lets see.. khad's on 9th..

ahhh speaking of past... i remember 1 person.. willis!
same day as me! hahaha...

today celebrated pastor lia's bday!
well done hogc!! the musical was fantastic!
the dance was awesome! the atmosphere was wonderful!
great job in doing a celebration!

woah woah!!!

2005-04-06T20:02:00.000+08:00

haha exciting ya?
red rain.. Rain RAIN DOWN!!!
Woshooo! 3 days of red rain! my goodness!!
im being blown over by them!
my life revolves ard church now!
ohhhh red rain red rain!!!

side track a lil..
IM 100% DISAPPOINTED AND DISGUSTED BY THE V.P.
FANCY HIM, FORCING A TEACHER TO CHANGE HIS TEACHING
METHODS!! BOOOOO BOOOOO GET LOST BAAAH-BUUU

god's existence

2005-03-24T22:23:00.000+08:00

A man went to a barbershop to have his
hair cut and his beard trimmed. As the barber
began to work, they began to have a good
conversation.

They talked about so many things and various
subjects. When they eventually touched on the
subject of God, the barber said: "I don't believe that
God exists."

"Why do you say that?" asked the customer.
"Well, you just have to go out in the street to
realize that God doesn't exist. Tell me, if
God exists, would there be so many sick
people? Would there be abandoned children? If God
existed, there would be neither suffering nor pain. I
can't imagine a loving God who would allow all of
these things."

The customer thought for a moment, but didn't
respond because he didn't want to start an
argument.

The barber finished his job and the customer left
the shop. Just after he left the barbershop, he saw
a man in the street with long, stringy, dirty
hair and an untrimmed beard. He looked dirty and
unkempt.

The customer turned back and entered the barber
shop again and he said to the barber: "You
know what? Barbers do not exist."

"How can you say that?" asked the surprised
barber. "I am here, and I am a barber. And I just
worked on you!"

"No!" the customer exclaimed. "Barbers
don't exist because if they did, there would be no
people with dirty long hair and untrimmed beards,
like that man outside."

"Ah, but barbers DO exist! " answered the
barber. "What happens, is, people do not come
to me."

"Exactly!"- affirmed the customer. "That's
the point! God, too, DOES exist! What happens, is,
people don't go to Him and do not look for Him.
That's why there's so much pain and suffering in
the world."

2005-03-22T22:56:00.000+08:00

back from venice!
wooohooo venice trip cool one week pass so quickly..
nv tot that the time passes so fast..
money use up very fast oso! haha..
wahz all my gift still not enough for everyone
so guys im sry if u didnt get any.. =P
ok
i heard Sy Roger made a really great speech
and passion was way way touching!
and Benny Hinn totally amazing!
haha! just as i tot so.. EASTER AND RED RAIN!
so soon!
hehehe! just nice! im gonna enjoy them! =D

Red Rain Concert!!

2005-03-07T00:00:00.000+08:00

RED RAIN!!!

RED RAIN LIVE!!!

RED RAIN LIVE TOUR!!!

RED RAIN LIVE TOUR IN SINGAPORE!!!

RED RAIN LIVE TOUR IN SINGAPORE AT HOGC!!!!!!!!!

WOAHZ STRESS

2005-02-28T22:48:00.000+08:00

ahhhz!!!!!!

STRESS.. SCARY..
STRESS.. SCARY..
STRESS.. SCARY..
STRESS.. SCARY..
STRESS.. SCARY..
STRESS.. SCARY..
STRESS.. SCARY..

o lvl results released today.. woah.. gotten damn scare now..
scary indeed.. its my turn next year.. oh man..

heres something i wrote in my class blog today!! damn meanningful..
----------------------------------------------------------

Reflections on O'Level results..

remembered me talking about stress building up?
yes.. i actually did in the first post i ever posted.. guess wat.. O's result released today.. nv expected it to be so soon... seems like it will be exectly 1 year till its our turn to move up into the hall.. and get the ticket that brings about our future.. ahz.. thats the key to our future.. and reflecting about the faces I've seen today.. i really hoped to be the one jumping up and down.. seeing faces of joy and sorrow.. woahz.. stress really does builds up.. remembering wat mdm loh privately said to me at the hall... i almost cried.. yes i meant what i typed..
--->

Mdm Loh:"nicholas.. how do u feel? 4E did quite ok but some was just disappointing.."
Me:"ya.. i know that it was disappointing to see ppl with D7 E8.."

Mdm Loh:"Do you know that next year.. you'll be the one in this position.. recieving your results like them.. I want to see you with a smile on your face! I can tell who's gonna make it and whose not.. your one of those distinction ones.. but if you switch off and go yakking away.. your results will too go flying away.."
Me:"orh(touched and kinda guilty now)"

Mdm Loh:"alrite! do u see.. i have to comfort so many ppl.. tell them not to cry.. of cuz u wouldnt want to be like them rite? you want to be the one jumping out of this hall! ok i have copied some of the results.. i'll show the class tml.. im going for meeting then.."

At that moment.. this feeling really rushes and fills me thru out.. being scared and stress and the same time... its really hard to explain.. you really have to be there see the results and feel it for your self! As of all i would just wanna conclude..
O's are coming real soon.. give it your best shot.. give it all u have.. just press on..! cuz you'll never know the future.. the future is unpredictable! so work hard guys!!!

Signing off: **____Nicholas``intrudes..

well being.. songs lyrics

2005-02-23T23:44:00.000+08:00

heres 2 very good songs that been my fave since
i entered the church =D

Better Than Life
by Hillsong United album:
Better Than Life
Words and Music by Marty Sampson

Better than the riches of this world
Better than the sound of my friend's voices
Better than the biggest dreams of my heart
And that's just the start

Better than getting what I say I need
Better than living the life that I want to
Better than the love anyone could give
Your love is

You hold me now in Your arms
And never let me go

You Oh Lord make the sun shine
And the moon light in the night sky
You give me breath and all Your love
I give my heart to You because

I can't stop falling in love with You
I'll never stop falling in love with You
I can't stop falling in love with You
I'll never stop falling in love with You
--------------------------------------------

King-Of-Majesty

You know that,
I love you,
You know that,
I want to know you so much more,
More than I have before

These words are,
From my heart,
These words are,
Not made up,
I will live for you,
I am devoted to you,

Pre-Chorus:
King of Majesty
I have one desire
Just to be with you my Lord,
Just to be with you my Lord,

Chorus:
Jesus you are the Saviour of my soul
And forever and ever I'll give my praises to you,

(back to the top)

(Chorus 2x)

wat a fun weekend

2005-02-20T21:54:00.000+08:00

wootz wat a fun week end!!
church was fun, play pool, had bible studies,
accepting christ and god!
man i enjoyed everybit of it..
heres a pix of our logo =D

today we helped Jinghong celebrated her bday!
fun! went to ps for dinner with churchmates!!
jieying and that group of galz lolx only me and si-on.. lols lucky charlestone joined us!! =D hey i made lots of new friends and i nv regreted joining!!
thx stella!! thx yuzhen!! thx jinghong!! thx god!!!

wow.. church was great vday too

2005-02-14T17:05:00.000+08:00

Lolx!! guess wat..
im attending church!!
yer.. accepting god into my life
is great! man i love HEARTS OF GOD church!
woooohooo~ rock songs, worships, bible studies!!
ahahaha everything is fun!
Hearts of God Church is in Dorby Guant..
when i first went there, i couldnt believe
that there is a church inside a commercial area!
there is no signs or boards to show where it was,
Stella Yuzhen and Jinghong invited me there..
i was shocked and it impacted me hard!!
neither there was any wooden benches, old looking candles,
nor any great big crosses, and stained glass..
it was a modern one.. a glass door, a stylish cafe/reception,
a wonderful pool table and study corner wif pc!!
thats not just it... the auditorium, wif a cool and beautiful
stage, rock band, LCD projectors.. and a large group of TEENS!!!
this church is new!! with just only 300-400+ teens!
htpp://www.heartofgodchurch.org
been there a few times now and Im lovin it

oh ya happy vday to all peeps out there =D
and of cuz to mi and jo lolx
gtg see her now =D byee

sianz

2005-02-06T01:04:00.000+08:00

hmm time for a change of skinz..
lets wait and see.. haiz

breaks..

2005-02-05T13:59:00.000+08:00

..lets have a break..
i know its because of that incident..
but, cool down.. really...
haiz...

schools really tiring..
extremely boring as well..
gosh wtf am i doing..
i dun even got a clue about
wat ive been doing this month..
geez..

Venice..ups and downs..

2005-01-25T17:31:00.000+08:00

i realised something.. that 1 week break..
being away frm sch for a week is something..
something.. terrible.. i missed hell lots of
lesson and missed 3 test AND i almost lost
my chance for a trip to venice.. phew..

talking about venice.. yep its the place in
that SS text.. yer the sec4 one of cuz..
my humanities department teacher's had
organized this trip.. and.. haha only 25
student of the entire sec4.. phew!!!!
but.. look at the sum i have to pay..
$2800 MAXIMUM... oh gosh.. paying part of it
by edusave.. sch.. gonna sponsor some..
i have to get ready atleast $1800..
ohwell.. haha atleast its worthwell..
hmm food + lodging + air tix + transportation all
included.. whahaha!!

o.O Enjoy!? =D

stress? im feeling it now..

2005-01-16T11:06:00.000+08:00

yoz.. here to blog after so long..
hmm days seems to pass so quickly..
2 weeks has passed and i'm feel da stress
liao.. haha chinese test every thursday,
maths tutorial every tuesday, cca almost everyday..
due to competition.. ohyaz i swear that this will be
the last competition iim taking part this year.
.............
.........
.....
..
well well ... im on a MC for 5 days.. i hurt
my toe.. the big toe's nail broke after a hammer..
from my toolbox droped out and hit it directly..
seen the doctor to remove the broken nail and
it got bandaged up to a size of a golf ball..
damnit..
haiz.. at least i get to rest for 5 days..

school ?!?!?!?! nooo way!!!

2005-01-02T21:42:00.000+08:00

noooooo... its school??!?!?!?!?!
soooo fast!!! ahhhh so many things
so little time!! gosh gosh!!

oh yea i forget about this..

Happy New Year!!!!!!!

wahaha... well yea i dread school
but heh no choice.. i've gotta go..
i cant decide to stop schooling..
ahh... well my beloved class,
split in to 2 eek.. i dunno how im
gonnna face this disaster tmr...

haha oh well im not gonna yakkk and yakk
any longer.. im gtg ZzzZ soon
if not i cant wake up tml... ahhhh
schoooool.....

Mie and you!

2004-12-24T13:00:00.000+08:00

its christmas now yeaa
wrote this at 12am sharp =D

Merry Christmas!!

well.. let me reflect back~
hmm 8 years ago,
i've met you.. yep
its a long time.. though
we knew each others.. we
dun talk or even realize
one anothers' existance..
yet 3years after.. friends
we became! now 1year ago..
i spent my christmas alone
yet today.. i have u here..
wanna let u know that..
soon enough we will be
there at a point together..
hoping next year's o's
we'll go in to the same
poly or even college cuz
thats been wat i've been
wanting for..
-------------------------
alrite.? its a promise i made
and remember wat i've told u
i'll be there for u !!!!!!

boring...

2004-12-23T01:56:00.000+08:00

hmm nothing much to say..
just that ive been playing games
erm too much? think so.. she been
complaining =D so i've decided to
rest and take a break out with her..
maybe go watch ocean's 12 =P
we've watched ocean's 11 together..
so we might wanna catch up on this
sequel..

oh ya ive got this new tag board!
and a song added:
"Thats what friends are for"
sung by the top 11 finalist of
SingaporeIdol..

haha i bought my new shoes! great!
been wanting it for a long time!!
finally took the time to buy it
for Christmas and NewYear! haha

cool looking rite! nv bluff u de

stress and problems surfaces

2004-12-16T01:49:00.000+08:00

hmm...
im kinda tired... i found out something big...
its more of a problem with me and my mum...
well.. my mum been in a deep stress and we
usually do not go along well.. fights offen
happened but now guess wat she told me during
one of the qurruels we had about 3weeks ago...
"I really felt like jumping down"...
the next moment i was like shocked!
reason... stress from the burden of the whole
family being place on her.. since my dad has to
go to india every alternate month.. for his
outpost. i didn't know wat to do... my mum fought
with my dad that nite.. now after all this..
she's suffering a depression... man i could
have swore that she was scary... As in like
she could kill herself or any one of us..
now dad explains that shes suffuring from
depression and they going to see a psychiatrist..
lets hope everything goes well... sigh...

Back from chalet!!

2004-11-29T22:09:00.000+08:00

haha
i'm back from my chalet!
it was quite fun and we had a wonderful
time toning =D

Jonas, Vovi, Terrance, Kath
and Nengtat met me at my house on the first day
we then head down to meet Jason..
Lols we took 2 taxi and lols me jason and vovi
went up one.. gosh we made a mistake and
we were suspose to go to "Costa Sand: East Coast Resort"
and we ended up at "Costa sand: ParsaRis"
we made a big turn and came there slightly later..
hehe.. Costa sand East coast, got lotsa restriction.
yet we managed to find activities to do!
there were showers of rain and then temperature was cool.
we shopped and wennt for bowling in the 2nd day, we had
so much fun and the bbq was great! Jonas's sis came with
her bf and both of them are nice ppl!
they were sporting and cool, kind as well.

Oh ya, East Coast had lots of Cats there, there is one
a brown one, she seems to be pregnant, and looks so cute.
hmm we made a mess of that place be4 leaving!! and we took
some photos.. see below:

Wow liao!

2004-11-20T01:20:00.000+08:00

Haha!! Its been a long long time since i last blog,
many things happened during this short little break,
Competitions, Weddings, parties, Bbq, holiday lessons
and even getting sick...yes sick... =D just recovered.
i've oso started getting a new game to keep myself occupied
so im all set for a holiday mood.

should i start reflecting on this entire year..?

well.. i made new friends, lose some, spent time doing
voluntery.. got into some downturns, uprise, rewards,
independent days, camps, breaks, exams, and many more..

making lotsa new friends like elye, nik, mich, xiang yun, prabat,
peiyi, akram, joel and others, these peeps are from mah class.. 3e3
they're a good bunch of ppl whom i nv actually even knew who they were..
and it was this class.. the ones whom i actually have treated with
respect.. even with jokes and a lil` suaning ard.. it makes like happier.

ups and downs in life is unavoidable.. getting thru and learning from
them is wat make em precious.. many would agree to this..

so as long as my heart is put in.. nothing will go to waste..
im gonna treasure all that i have.. including u guys reading this =P

splitz~splitz and CLB...gosh

2004-11-06T21:58:00.000+08:00

Omgosh Im Gonna have to make a decision
CLB or Chinese O'level... as usual my chinese
aint doing well.. however.. i didn't fail badly,
just by 2 marks and my other subjects were
alrite! so i was being encouraged to take up
Chinese o'level..
well that happened about a week ago...

the latest news that shock me alot was...
MY CLAZ Gonna BE SPLITED UP! O' wat the fa*K
art student's going to 4e3 and hist's going to 4e4
its unfair~ how could they split our claz
especially my clique... micheal, nikki,
eleanor and others going to 4e4 while me along
with the rest goes 4e3... blehz thats so
UNFAIR!
sianz~

oh ya about this new look im gonna change the music
once im free so keep a look out till then =\

Haiz Handphone lost...

2004-10-27T19:47:00.000+08:00

haiz damn sianz lah...
dunno why and dunno how..
i lost my mobile phone.. and gosh my dad isn't
singapore.. got to make him call all the way from india
to cancel the line.. oh well...
dunno what im rushing for today.. rush from canteen to
Ms Joseph's home room then to that Loh Si Lan's room
then Mr Peh's one.. omg! it was im shifting to the entire 4th
floor on block F and E eeek then back to canteen and
robotics cca room ah....!
i only realise that my file had broke when im at the cca room..
i guess it had break during all the rushing.. damnit...
my handphone.. i suspose dropped out because of the hole..
Sux.. search the entire 4th floor and canteen area.. no sign
of it.. Haiz..really..swuay sia...
man dun wanna talk about it..For goodness sake i lost all my numbers!
some are even from friends that i've lost contact and recently only
found them... now i just hope that i can meet them again..
Tsk i need a cold bath again.. need to cool myself down if not
im gonna explode liao..

Good and bad..sigh!

2004-10-18T07:14:00.000+08:00

how about the "good" ones first..
EXAMS over! and we finally can relax le
well saturday i chiong lan with the usual
senior + junior group =) vovi, jonas, and me
neng tat, weiming and kathleen.
played lan for 4hours damn shiok
after that we go shop shop then everyone wanted
to go my house play ragnarok online de
but who knows come back the time my dad
doing his job using the pc..
nvm lor go play basketball, court so much ppl
haiz
nengtat and vovi went home, and the rest of us
ended up at hougang point, coincidently we met
xufeng haha his usual outfit of yellow t-shirt
and jeans with his mp3 hanging over his neck
lols
xufeng left us as his "posh car" actually is toyota
came to fetch him.. kath and me was so funny
we were acting like we were mad.. lols hugging each other,
talking gibberish.. gosh so funny..
we go jonas house play ro for awhile then go home le..
haiz i now dun feel like talking about the bad thing..
sigh i'll forget it..

2 more days left!

2004-10-13T14:43:00.000+08:00

whahaha art over le can rest le!
left 3 more papers!POA paper 2 tml
paper 2 and E-maths part2 on Friday
wahaha after that im free!
good news for me! English Compo hehe
Ms Sim told us that everyone pass it well!
Oh ForGodSake HOPE Shes not just kidding us...
=)

ExaMs!! Arghh damn sianz

2004-10-11T14:49:00.000+08:00

LOLS Exams Exams..
using dad's pc now
so sianz worh it was like as if its been more then a month
since i last posted.. but actually only 1 week nia..ccb
Damn irritated by my pc.. the fu*king pc keep on corrupting...
then now cannot start! Argh!
Haiyo.. today SS paper.. comfirm fail liao..sianz
then got that stupid CME paper.. all asking lame qns..
lucky chem i sure pass de! wahaha not only sure is 100% pass
plus comfirm above 40/50.. aiyah i haolian only =p
eh eh eh .. MeiWen.. dun so kaypo can?
this MeiWen ah ask ask ask keep ka jiao me about jo..haha dunno
always make so much noise haiz
haiz still got 4 more days of exams stupid lor

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there u go..eyes are gone..

2004-10-04T22:14:00.000+08:00

Yep.. the Eyes are gone! no more eyes...
i gave up on the topic of eyes... decided
to do cubism.. hehe on the topic "RED"
whaha Red is much easier and got more
ideas about it!! wooot figure out my
upcoming puzzle work again ^_~
the cubism is back! im famous for it!
hahas! will be taking english this thursday

    IM LOVING IT =D

Eyes and more eyes!!

2004-10-03T21:39:00.000+08:00

Well... Exams are here, this thursday onwards...
sigh! am prepare for every subject but SS
damn hate SS alot! pulled my humans marks down so much..
my geog's marks were ok about but... stupid SS
pulled my over marks to only 56.. for ca2
i was like omg.. O_O blehz !!

Am current in a EYE Frenzy all cuz of my art exams!
heh... i chose a unique topic to do... Vision...
wat Vision meant to me...
-Eyes, eyeballs
-Goals/Mission
-Views/Opinons
-Landscape/Scenery
-Movement
-Unusual Viewpoints
*wink* other arts student.. my idea let u all see le hor
dun come ask ask ask wat i want to do le..

been drawing eyes and eyeball for so manytime! i still
need to get my source and development of my work ready..
oh..darn..hope to get it done soon within this week..

"Mid Autumn festival"

2004-09-26T23:45:00.000+08:00

well.. yesterday i was really down on my luck in the morning...
i met jiahui and guess wat.. she tripped and fall on me..
omg... i was like err... hi... bang!!...lols then nvm she and i
went down to the coffeeshop for breakfast.. order kopi..
then in the end.. dunno is i sway or is because jiahui is jus my
JINX!... she knock the kopi over and spilled on to my shirt!
aish! nvm nvm! lols
went to my godma house early to help set and prepare the
bbq for the night... left her place about 2.30pm when i realise
i didn't bring my handphone... left it at home and got to go home
to get it... anyway im coming back for the South East CDC
CIP thingy... so i reach home and search my entire house upside
down...!!!! GOSH LOST my mobile! then.. to my surprise.. jiahui
she appeared at my door...
she: "oi.. siao eh.. ur handphone lah.. u forget take or dun wan, dun wan
gimme hor"
me: " wah lao... wif u ah!"
took the phone and told her i'll be going out.. took a bath and went to
blk 147... I was there early! bout 10 mins my phone rang non stop..
first it was my cute monitress Nikki... then Kathleen gal gal... finally
that "Ah Gua" Zi jian... lols told them im there already and called eileen
to buy me a grape blended ice from sweet talk..
well finally all appeared and i saw nikki with her joanne.. hehe act guai sia..
want to study maths... kk then me eileen nikki joanne was like... staring
at the big group of ppl... lols led by JASMINE!!!
haha no lah they met and came together.. so i was like eh.. gang meeting ah?
shu hui! wored a singlet..a tight one.. man she was a beauty! haha....
lucky my jo.. not there... if not die die..
spent some time and we talked and chat for bout 30 mins until Jovil.. the
organiser brought us our officals' tag and gave us our stalls.. =P
Me, Shu hui, Zi jian, Wanhua in the same stall.. pamelo peeling competition..
haha seeing those ppl peel pamelo like so funny Shuhui was also laughing ard
and wanhua cant stop eating the pamelo..( she so skinny must eat more)
after all that jasmine me shuhui wanhua richson zijian joseph dubo sinchi and
amelia's gang(not real gang lah) played with candles!! made a giant heart!!
and we played with sparks too.. was hell enjoyable! too bad i couldn't stay longer..
left about 10.20 got to rush to bishan area cuz got bbq at aunt house...
haha bbq overnite.. talk eat and play whole nite.. until i so tired now..
ok lah going to bed le..

JO.. JIA YOU!! goodluck in ur english paper!!

Movie

2004-09-24T01:06:00.000+08:00

hehe!! i just got home.. after watching this
newchinese movie by jackie chan..
"The New Police Story"
it was really exciting and the story was great!
actioned pack and a pinch of laughter was added!
haha funny and exciting.. i'll gif it a 5/5 full marks!

ohya just did this new template.. couldn't find any nice
wallpaper so i'll just make do with this for the time being...
damn tired now... lucky school ends early tml..
ah well! im gonna go to bed soon...

English oral..

2004-09-22T22:44:00.000+08:00

blehz!! i just had my english oral today!
hmm i didn't do well for my pic discussion!
reading: 9/12 pic: 9/12 convo: 13/16
total: 31/40
man gotten the same marks as Nikki..
oh ya im put to sit with her again..
in english, maths & socialstdy..
ah nvm.. Ms Sim.. my english teacher..
woah i realised that she can gossip alot!
me kaheng and dawei spent 40 mins in her homeroom
talking chatting and gossipping about others with her..
lols it unlikely for guys to gossip.. but look again with
a teacher like her.. so curious and the funny way she talks.
haha..

Silly girl...

2004-09-19T22:46:00.000+08:00

Man! she's such a cute gal...
well.. that day that fight.. it was over..
lols! my pal sorted it out with her and peace!
yesterday.. she came over to find me in the evening..
apologized to me..

she: eh.. sry.. sry... sry.. for pulling u into the fight..
me: silly gal.. i didn't blame u at all!
she: i feel bad worh...
me: lac ah.. as long as u both are still friends..
she: mm.. ya...
me: haha kk lets go have mac bah =)

went over to mac had a great talk and i sent her home = D
now that its over im kinda feeling better...

went to play lan for 4 hours today..!
with Neng tat, Jason, Qinxin Weiming and Vovi..
played cs.. 10 heros.. wc3!
hehe oh ya! having a bbq next week either sat or sun..
alrite its getting late now.. gtg now.. cyaz!

Bloody..hell

2004-09-13T21:21:00.000+08:00

Let me do a comparison, lets say your right hand
and your left hands are once good friends...
yet becuz your right hand can write and do other stuff
your left hand becomes jealous and wouldnt want to
work with your right hand any more...
what would u do?

blehz... there is this thing about jealousy and its making
me choke! being in the middle of a jealousy fight seems
miserable! A good pal and "her" (both girls) are jealous
over somethings.. what to be exect i cant tell..
I cant bear to hurt her and i dun wish to lose my buddy..
ahh forget it... dun wanna talk about this...

went to bloody school again.. holis over.. i hate the holis
and i hate school.. damnit! slack the whole day.. Mr Teng..
for fuck sake stop picking on me! stupid stupid stupid!
school passed fast today...

Daniel, they all are playing this stupid thing...
making ppl faint... by asking them to sit down...
and make them pant like a dog.. then ask them
to stand up and hold their breath while someone press
on their chest... and really.. Alan did this and when crashing
down.. into a state of concussion.. for bout 2 mintutes he
was shaking with his mnd blanked.. then woke up to find his
entire body weak and tired.. it was kinda scary yet lame
and i wouldnt try it out..it harms ur brain...i think..

oh ya i've upgraded my window media player 9 to 10
and wmp10 was hell cool... superb! ah well... gtg..
haiz...

Site Updates

2004-09-12T23:34:00.000+08:00

Well well i've got a music list now!!
go choose da music u like now! haha
was kinda happi to come across thiscode..
while surfing the web! yippie!!

Beauty queen of only eighteen.
She had some troubles with herself.
He was always there to help here.
She always belongs to someone else

I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times but somehow
I want more

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pounding rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to say awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get so inscure
It doesn't matter anymore

It's not always rainbows and butterflies
Its compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want

I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that made you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her everytime she falls

bbq yesterday

2004-09-11T13:04:00.000+08:00

lols yesterday had bbq wif all my P6G friends, so cool!
Yep!! we had done alot of chatting and it was really fun.
Went there after working at Seoul Garden, then rush down
to EastCoast! damn! walked thru the long way! took a
whole of 10 mins to walk to the pitching area!
haha nvm i slacked and chatted on the phone on the way.
When i reach there most peeps were there already!
Gibson, Yizhi, Mark, Jiaxin, Trina, Wenming, Kaiwen,
HuiXian and Xiao Yan. YanYi and her friend went to buy ice
so saw them after awhile.
I saw Weiling, Kennethe and Qihuan there on a nearby pit
hmmm.. Kaiwen lols still the same!
talk and talk! say dunno wat thing she bbq got
Mu Ai(motherly love) hahahas!
then we joke around, until william appear! haha
most of them toning! ohya ohya! Sharon oso came!!
Huixian left early, Yanyi oso!
we bbq here and there untill 10+ then XiaoYan mum can to
fetch her. So i and Wenming took a lift to the main road..
half way got taxi so i got down and took it back home lor!
Aiyohz by the time i reach home about 10.50 le!
nvm lah had so much fun until today dun want to go flagday le!!
haha!!
nolah i sick kee! fever lor! hahas nvm nvm i so happi!
=P

Flag day or Slack day..

2004-09-04T21:34:00.000+08:00

Oh well.. 

        been missing her already..

Its already a week passed and i really regreted
not being able to go back to MBS heard that many
went back.. Missed them wanted chat and and
do some catching up... missed my chance oh nvm..

its kinda a slacking and shopping week i had.
been going out to shop for presents with Cathryn,
Stella too. Holidaes are here fer a week but wtf..
gonna have to go back for almost more then 3days
thats like "duh..? isn't it holis? darn? got a test too?"
yea a test during the holis... should be fun? as if...

flag day today... or slack day lols
was in the usuals again cept stella wasnt there.
slacked thru and kept eating... dunno why..
wherever we go, someone was eating.. like macdonalds
then followed by orange julius then Swensens!! ooo.
Fangyi was pissed by Rayner when he said she order the most
ex one and made hidayat pay... blehz Rayner ate the most!
ate most of the most ex and had ice creams too!
one stupid thing happened..
JUNE and CARINA... the 2 Bitches! was like came into Swensens
took a sit, order their food... then walked to me and said..
"PAY for the Ice cream hor!" i was like thinking who the
hell they are! why me? blehz the 2 "ah lian" finished their
food and decided that it was too filling cancel the order
for ice creams... took my money and run.. wtf..

anywaz bugis rocks! went parco and window shopped! lols
thats was like so funny... looked at stuff and said i wanna buy
but of cuz window shopped! = look but no money to buy!

Where had I been..? No where... except for heaven! nahz
Met her today.. was kinda weird thou, after wat had happen.
Was quiet at first.. slowly.. walked.. and finally..
hands touched.. yesh touched with a strong grip!
held for more then an hour.. sitting thru the bus..
was kinda happy thou we did nothing but just talked..
nope.. not even shopping, just sat down and chat.

Dilemma....

2004-08-30T19:46:00.000+08:00

Im in a some sort of dilemma now..
As seen here first i've got a good news!
I've finally had my room pc fixed! And
of cuz regained my privacy... however
i've got this weird feeling about sumthing
that happen yesterday.. (no name mentioned)
there is this gal.. i've known her since
6 years old..and for the first time..
yesterday... ive gotten a hug! from her..
wasn't those friendship hug.. i feel it
was more then just that.. dunno about it.
kinda uncertain about wat to do.. of cuz
ppl there will say.. "Buay yao bye"(hokkien)
and this is the first time ive encountered
such a thing... there is this sweetness yet
unclear but warm feeling after it... In
here.. my heart hid a secret feeling, of
love, it may be or just a shocking touch..
oh.... let it be... should the right moment
comes, when this comes clear, I get out of
this dilemma...
hope you're reading this...
=|

SiaNx worhz

2004-08-28T11:54:00.000+08:00

AHHHHH!!!

        Super~SianZ worHz!!!!

Whooopie

2004-08-27T13:26:00.000+08:00

Yep!! haha i passed!! weee... finally finally..
lolx! all that commotions.. i finally passed my maths
with a A1~~ it was like 1 year since i had a A1..
yea~ i got a whooping 96 marks for this test!!!
lolx am kinda super duper happy now
~~~ curretly in school
using computer lab..was susposed to attend maths
remedial but cuz of my marks!! i need not attend it now.
hehee
Meet the parents..
Heh Mdm loh wanted to see my parents
am lucky cuz dad couldnt see her as he was going off
to india again so am good.
anywayz im off to play some games
ciao~

get a life dude

2004-08-23T20:44:00.000+08:00

lolx! yes ppl out there..
get a life man.. dun be like me
a nerd -__-" bleh as if im one
anyways if got a new blog fer myself
hehz! gonna go do up the look
-> eh guys lolx this blog might not
be permanant cuz im still testing out diaryland which
i think i wanna try out.
however im very satisfied with the new look now
feeling kinda tired now and im gonna take a rest soon
so Cyz!